Hais..
Im grateful i have a shelter over my head..
Thanks to YX..
Im so depressed everyday..
The happy smile that i keep showing is really old..
Its getting old..
Its going to be broken soon..
I just cant find any happy thoughts or purposes..
Nothing i do gets appreciated..
I care for my friends but they slam their door shut in my face..
I don't grow up in a family that u guys do..
I never experienced love or care from them..
I don't know whats the definition of family..still.
I called my friends family but they never felt the same..
I feel like..
Ill never experience it at all..
From birth to death.
I guess its alright..Its just life right?Life's unfair..

Want to see the ultimate emo alex?
Its rated N-17 due to the blood scenes and gore..
Its coming soon.


























PS. I wanna go bowling.