Great. just great.
My 'O' Level Results.
Bloody screwed up.

Eng C5
Hum B4
Math B3
AMat C5
Sci A2
Chi B3

L1R5: 22
L1B4: 17

My nightmares didnt come true..
Nightmares of getting 18..
Yea..i got 1 point less..17..
I see my results its like stabbing myself with a knife..
So painful..
I really don't know what to do sia..
Theres a way as they all say..
'Use your talent la.You're in the S something what.'
I know.. but.. you all dunno how i feel..
I dun wanna become a musician..
I never wanted to even learn the piano or cello..
Its just wat was expected of me..
Following the footsteps of my sisters..
My elder sister's results..

Anglican High PSLE Score 238
Cried cause it wasnt good enough for her...

Temasek JC 'O' Levels
Eng A2
Math A1
Amath A2
Chem A1
Bio B3
Phy A1
Chinese A1
HChinese A2
Geog A1
Lit A2

L1R5: 7
L1B4: 6

Cried cause she got a B3..

My second sister..

Ngee Ann Secondary PSLE Score 224
Cried cause it wasnt better or same as my elder sis..

Tampines JC Appealed to Temasek JC 'O' Level
Eng A2
Chi A1
Hchi A1
Chem B3
Phy B4
Bio A1
Math A2
Amath A1
Geog A2
His A1

Got a plaque for getting 7 distinctions.

L1R5: 9
L1R4: 7

they tell me their not smart..
but i totally disagree..
maybe their hard working..
but their not. i remember my sis playing with PS while it was exam period..
but can u see the diff in our standard?
they take Trip science.
2 Pure Humans.
and Higher Chinese.
Thats 10 Subjects u know..dun believe me?ill scan their result slip let u see when i get the scanner..

something random came into my mind..
God's words?
mm maybe..i did seek for help..
tat was long for him to reply..haha humorous..
I should try Yishun JC. since its 21. - my 1 point tats 20..
and there Lak and Penguin there..
the chances are heightened?
After JC, provided that i dun fail etc..
I'll go uni..take accounts..
if its really God's plan..then ill do it..
Ill put my 1st choice as Yishun then..
:)

Ahh..im kinda..tired..i think ill continue posting later..i need to sleep early cuz syl wans me to go TJ OH with him with my results..dam. i scared they ask how much u get..ill be like 21? and i can imagine their reply.. Get Out!