thoughts and contradictions doesn't go well with each other..
Simple Plan songs are SO...OMG LA..if u know what i mean..
Dam this shit..
I really want to make a move but ya..I'm waiting for the posting to be out..
there's a very low chance of it but then u know..3rd/4th choice after the other more possible choices..
i bet no one knows wat im talking about haha..
isn't this fun?
Suspense.....
i love doing this la..making ppl think and can't sleep at night haha!
Every day ill spend time and think..
EVERY DAY.
EVERY SINGLE DAY.
esp before i sleep..
How much did i sacrifice..
Such a distraction..
I dun blame..haha..
i dunno whether its worth it or not la..
2 years..
it feels like affinity..
but IS IT?
dammit sia..
but then wen i see .
i get jealous..i also wan..
but the thing is.. will it be an obstacle?hindrance?i really don't know..
lol i saw syl pm..
be a man. do the right thing.
then im back to thinking..
i say say but i dun do..
im such an idiot..

okay..
its time..I'll do it..
GUM PA TEH ALEX!! GOGO!!
I shall not be the pussymany that syl calls me!