Lets start off with a video..

Hais..Today..
I had a bad dream..
a nightmare..
the worst one ever..(except the one where everyone was jumping off the school building)...
Its so scary..it felt like it was real..
i felt like i died..
yes, i dreamt of a death incident..
well..i dunno..maybe i just watched too much horror movies and its finally getting into my head..
if u watched the video, it talked about this guy getting drunk and drove the car..resulting in an inevitable accident..bcuz of his choice of drink driving, he took a life and end up in jail..so yea..i feel kinda that way..
its like i told lynn and syl about my dream and both of them just laugh the dam thing off while im concerned and scared to death..
about my dream..
well..

We organized a Christmas dinner...
Me,Lynn,Syl,Eddie,Manda,Naomi,Carmen were invited...
so yea..we went to the purplely place on my dp yesterdae..
having a great time and all..laughing...
and Boom..
..
There goes the kitchen..
Everyone was panicking...
Started running...
but i realise that 3 people weren't with us..
Manda..Eddie..Lynn..
NO im not making this up..this is so serious that its scaring the hell outta me..
So wen i turned back and to find them they were at the table lying down..
Blackened..Burnt..it was horrific..
They were sitting with their back facing the kitchen..
And it was soooo real...zzzzzzz...
Then Naomi screamed her head off and fainted while the whole place was on fire..
I didnt know why but we just ran.."how come i didnt help?" i really dunno..
So..we ran..
With the crowd..towards a stairs..
I don't know..everyones panicking..screaming..it was so loud..so..scary..
everyone was pushing..everyone wanted to get out asap..
Then Carmen got separated..and we couldnt find her bcuz of the moving crowd..
And then Syl tripped and fell..
It was disgusting..
People were just trampling over him like there was a stampede..
NO.IT WAS A STAMPEDE..
i was pushed forward..
i don't know..
when i was reached the end of the stairs..i know i fell..
and rolled down the stairs..
then i woke up..
sweating..
crying..
my sis was beside me,'OMG why u crying? you talking in ur sleep again..'
I was so scared at that moment..
I just sat on my bed and think..
My tears were flowing like an endless river..
I dun wanto die..Neither do i wan my best friends to die..
and i went online immediately talking to lynn and syl..
and they just...laughed it off..syl just said..its only a dream la..
yea i know..but wat if its not?my intuition has always came true..
what if it really IS going to happen?
argh..
really..I never felt this scared before..
3 of my precious ones already died this year..
i dun wan to lose another friend...really...
ahhhhh stupid paranoia..
and no i dun need counseling...
and im not mental or crazy...
im just...confused...
hais...
take me seriously please..