you know the moments?
have u ever felt it b4?
its those times when u just dun feel like urself..
very moody, very angry, very sad..mixed feelings..
yea u know?
ive been getting these past few days..
mainly after my trauma..and my demoralisation..
its like happening and happening and happening..
i know im pissing ppl off..cuz somehow i feel anger..
im getting angrier by day..maybe cuz my limit is about to break..
i dun know..
im not finding excuses..you can blame me if u wan..im happy enuf to take the blame..
cuz its still me..im the one with the moments..not u'all..
no im not acting hero also..seriously..
its guilt.
paranoia setting in..
thinking too much about qns..
sometimes i just dunno wat to do..
its very hard to explain..
hais..

i also realise..
u can have ur best times with your frends..
and also..the worst...
its like..zzz..dunno..
i v emo..super uber sad now..
i feel like shit la..fk man...
low self-esteem..
argh..

sorry..