Came back what is so called "Home" for the weekends again..
Damn this place to hell man..no, it is hell..
Living in hell ain't easy...
Urgh...
Ohh..im going to see doctor in the morning tmr...
cant stop coughing since ytd shawn kept saying..
"go see a doctor!" almost everytime i cough, which is about 1min 6~7 times..
i got damn irritated..
btw if ur reading this, no offence..=x
like i don't want to?think about my output each day sia..every night go out...
midnight summore..20~30 DAILY..one week about 210 max...plus the 50 bucks i give u every time i go stay at ur house...output high input nothing a big loss...
as u might already know..i care more bout others than myself =x lol kinda lame phrase
but ya i mean like..dude, if i had the money i would have gone already...last month hospital bill i still haven pay yet and i still owe my sis money for that useless o..
and my conductor 500+..im practically a beggar now la...but i still refuse to borrow money unless i really REALLY need it that bad...
i neeeeeeed a job man...btw john is like moving house lol to condominium...he was like...eh since ur my good friend...(his 27 btw married no child lol...)
"my old house haven sell yet i let you stay a few months if you wan, probably 4~6 months cuz my wife say don't sell yet now reccession price drop..BUT..u have to pay for the electric,water,phone bill..technically im paying but u must give me money lah..understand?"
then i said er okay...lol..so now i have a "house" going to be!its a HDB..the bills won't be THAT high right?i mean like shawns one is about 300 for electicity and 50 for water...so HDBs shld be around half right?ahh dunno..have to check...
today, most boring day of all..
when i came back, my sis was home, my mother was home...father?probably went drinking later then come back...
my mother shouted,"Who?" (P.s my parents speak chinese so translate to chinese)
My sis say,"xiao di(which is me small bro)"
my mother,"come back for what you still consider this your home meh?i thought you went to find your reliable friends?"
i just kept quiet and went upstairs..so used to it le..i dun wanto care but whatever she said always leave a mark...
missed my laopo i feel like bringing her along every time but i got mistress le..
and i think she knows thats why today so laggy lol...as u have guessed, yea its my com..then my mei li de xiao qing~~(trans:beautiful little piano) missed her soo much...got dust le =(
if i go stay at John's place..ill bring them all there!!!ill have...
-1 TV
-1 aircon
-2 Computers
-1 keyboard
-my clothes
-my bike
-1 mini fridge (with food)
-1 small bed
-1 fan
haha cool or what...and thats all i need to survive...
still can throw parties here...so fun la!

To the one that broke my heart


For the one that have my heart


'To Change the Path Ahead Is A Very Difficult Task. The Smallest Word, The Tiniest Motion Which Lies In People's Hearts. The Future Takes All These Things As Its Cues To Determine The Path To Come. Just Like Water Ripples.'